You might check some of your petstores. While most, if not all, will not know what you are talking about sometimes you can get lucky and find one mixed in with the others. That is actually how I found mine a couple years ago. I was crushed when he passed away last spring. He was my favorite fish and I haven't seen another one since. I think more people should breed these, so they will be easier to find. They really are cool looking fish.