Thanks again everyone!
Last night I had to go to Jamie's open house at school,
so I made a pot of strong coffee and had two huge mugs.
Came home, and no matter the amount of caffeine, I was crashing FAST.
We all did. I think everyone was sleeping by 10.
Now my whole body is sore...like I've been beaten up. I think for 2 days I was bracing myself physically and mentally...and now my muscles, bones, everything aches. Like I worked out real hard. Especially in my shoulders and neck. Also weighed in at the Oncologist before my bloodtest yesterday and I had lost 5 pounds in one week. Very bad! (in their eyes) But I think that was from stress too. I could not eat from the moment they told me I had spots on my lungs. Felt sick. So for over 2 days, I fasted pretty much, except for coffee to keep me awake. Even my mom told me yesterday when she came to pick me up...'You've dropped a lot of weight again.' But she didn't nag....just an observational statement and she couldn't blame me.
I'll probably gain most of it back in a week too.
LIFE IS GOOD!